Entry Mood tidak konsisten

Hhhmmm...

malam ini mood tidak konsisten...
kejap moody kejap rasa strong like I can face it! *muka semangat*
then check my blog... then end up to entry yg famous untuk malam ni.. dan I was like... eh apa aku tulis dalam entry tu.
so, checked it and ouh... I wrote about my ex. Mr.NT (Ninja Turtle) si baka ex.
so I end up with read my own blog -.-' I know it is lame... :D
from early 2011 till middle 2010 where I still 'babylon' with him. and at the end of 2010 till early 2011 was the time where I was so struggle to forget him because I had dumped!  ok malu...
hhmm...
I'm not crying but just mata sikit berair...
then I sign in the facebook and saw someone who I know...
then, I was like.. waving and said "Hey!! I'm here I'm online! can't you see me?" and.... yeah! he doeasn't see me at all.
Tiba-tiba aku teringat Alang ada baca blog aku.. haih~  jatuh saham tiba-tiba :P
Tapi tak pe Alang cuma calon suami.. bukan suami... Ouh dah lama jugak tak dengar pasal Alang hhmmm...
sejak tinggalkan high school kot.
Sesungguhnya selepas tidak mendapat straigh A's seperti diharapkan oleh alang.. aku sangat malu nak text alang, nak tanya Asida pasal Alang pun aku malu...
eh, aku cerita pasal ex ke pasal alang... masa kapel dengan ex tak ingat alang pulak. hahahah!
Thanks to a friend I meet right after the broken heart season end. Which means around February 2011. I thinked because of him... I completely forget baka ex kot.... with the help of MGTF Members... Nina and so on and on~ but, even he managed to help me but I failed to help him... I'm sorry...
I'm just wishing you all the best in your life. and you know who are you.... who you are...



Who are you? Who am I? I'm a spider man!!! skrip yang paling aku suka.. sambil buat mimik muka ntah apa-apa.

Terima kasih kerana sudi luangkan masa membaca sesuatu yang tidak berfaedah. Love yaaaa!!!!

Till Then~

Oh My English!

Assalamualaikum~


hahahah~ tak tau acane nak start entry ni. Oh my English sepatutnya in proper language lah kan...
tapi as you can see... dari awal gua dah buat mix.fm kat situ...

kalau bukan kerana tittle omputeh tu memang entry gua selalu dalam omputehkan... tapi disebabkan tittle tu gua pun rasa cam chicken nor nak tulis dalam omputih.

(kejak ek kejak gua terkacau Shiro tido pulak)

Ok, Let's start :) *senyuman gigi bersilau*

Secara jujurnya masa saya mula-mula masuk UiTM. Masa tu ada minggu .... sorry gua tak ingat nama minggu tu. Tapi gua panggil orientasi. *Ouhhh!!! Susah payah gua google apa tak kena dengan orientasi gua rupanya orientasi dalam BM Orientation dalam BI* Dalam minggu tu ada la presentation bagai... as I'm a quite good presenter *ye ker? -.-' * loghat Utara adalah sangat tidak sesuai untuk presentation unless you want to make a joke. Let's say you want to say "According to this graph" atau "Merujuk kepada graf ini" atau "Cuba kita tengok graf hat ni, dia kata" tolong.. jangan malukan orang utara.

*kejak-kejak, gua cerita pasal english ke Malay ke? Mushkil kejak*

Contoh kedayusan gua masa kecik-kecik

"Ayah is back!!! Abang, open the lamp!"
Masa tu ayah gua pergi outstation jadi dia sampai rumah malam la... lewat malam actually.. jadi gua masa tu pengaruh  Astro Ceria kot kan.. tetiba je cakap omputeh...ghupenye salah...
Pastu abang gua bahan gua la apa lagi... Sesungguhnya, sekurang-kurangnya gua try. Itu yang penting.
so pembetulannya ialah " Ayah is back!!! Abang, switch on the lamp!"
disebabkan gua kena bahan dengan abang gua, jadi gua anti abang gua untuk malam tu. hahahahah

Gua bukannya nak cerita pasal pembetulan english gua, walaupun motif sebenar Oh My English on Channel 610 tvIQ said so. Motif gua ialah apa pun halangan dan rintangan untuk kita speak in English adalah 'harus' ditempuhi... Lepas ni gua tak nak dengar dah suara-suara belakang tabir mengatakan 'Weyh, aku tak reti speaking dowh, kau je lah yang pergi' or 'Aku speaking london ni lemah sikit ah~ aku buat slide kau present? hohohoh' or "Elleyh, orang yang speaking ni kerek je lebih nak menunjuk-nunjuk"

Gua mengaku la, gua dulu chicken gila nak speaking kat maktab.. biasalah.. MRSM Transkrian... ini aku yang ranking seratus dan keatas... yang seratus kebawah... kau tak tau apa perasaan speaking dengan diorang, silap grammar memang malu ya amat. Even silap prounce pun dah amat malu ya amat. Acane tu? Tetapi, diorang tak pulak bahan-membahan ni... xde xde.. diorang tolong... tapi still malu jugak kena tegur.. hewhewhew...

Gua dulu best friend dengan Farhana dia punya slang tu lu kena dengar betul-betul fokus baru faham.. bukan slang cikai-cikai punya.. ni slang tak dengar slang melayu~ ahai... itu baru Farhana, belum lagi Sabrina, Syamim, Hairy, Meego... Alya Amira lagi la... aku tak cakap terus dengan dia. Hahahahha!

Dah masuk U gua rasa 'phewww' sikit dah tak ada orang-orang ni. Gua pun dah ok sekarang pompang-pompang dalam BI, kau nak panggil aku debate coffee house? No problemo la... Jom.. padahal.. grammar gua lintang pungkang.

Beberapa cara gua guna untuk yakin pompang dalam BI ialah
1. Dengar lagu BI nyanyi sekali la mean sing along, karaoke bagai!
2. Monologue dalam BI bukan orang dengar pun. Pompang je...
3. Tengok cerita Korea or Jepun baca subtitle
4. Tengok Twilight salin bombastic words :D
5. Selalu refer Google translate acane nak pronounce.

Natasha~
dia punya BI setaraf Farhana...
bila dia speaking je gua mcam.. Damn, dia ni terer baq hang.

Panjangkan entry aku... walaupun aku tau entry ni tak akan dipilih masuk dalam Astro channel.. gua tak kisah pun... yang tengok astro ni tok aku je... aku tengok tv pun tak...menonton lagi lah haremmmm....

Orang kata tak elok tangkap gambar bertiga. Kepala hotak! tak nampak Bedong kat belakang?
Ini gambar masa gua pergi interview untuk jawatan manager apa entah.
Mock interview je~

Aaaaa~ one thing.... pentingnya English ni untuk conversation jugak let's say lu nak pergi Korea ke... Kanga-roo ke.. Arau-stralia ke... tak dek la macam couple yang datang homestay kampung gua hari tu. Diorang ni dari Korea... Tak faham English pulak! Gua dah bengang!!! Nasib baik gua ni tak de la noob korea sangat... so gua faham la amende dia tanya gua. Shillang... lu tau apa tu shillang dengan shinboo? huh!
Once u dah terer speaking, xdek la lu kembang kempis hidung lu dekat memember meminta bantuan ayat. Ye dok?

p/s: gua tak berniat untuk menayang-nayang cuma satu dua tiga empat perkongsian.

Tapi kalau lu rasa gua macam poyo.. tu hak lu... tapi gua memang poyo pong! Hahahaha

Gua tulis blog gua dalam BI sebab gua harap dengan ini gua boleh practice BI gua... Gua kan noob BI. SR pun gua tak tau... rupanya Secret Recipe.. keh keh keh... Pernah gua tak tau apa tu MU rupanya Miss U~ gua dah mushkil dah amenda dia ni cakap pasal Manchester United padahal MU tak lawan pun time tu.

p/s: see p/s pun panjang berjela... gua mintak maaf kalau gua terkasar bahasa bagai... memang sengaja gua pilih kata ganti diri 'gua' berbanding saya untuk mengelakkan entry kali ini berbau poyo. :D

Till then~

Wordless Wednesday: The last piece of bread

I feel so unwanted like the last piece of bread.

hell yeah~ I know replied aku sangat tak membina.. but, 

I mean even we are the last piece of bread pun *tiba2 ada pun kan...* yeah.. some people don't take it or eat it. But some people do take it. 

Yeah I'm know I'm not the right person to talk about love or to advice you about love or relationship while me still bla bla bla happy being single... *happy ke???* but at least I'm not so down like you.

For me, it is better for us to show that we are much more happy bahagia, babylon without them. 

Kau sape je dowh, kehilangan kau macam xdek effect pun. G mam, bye~

See, I'm too ego right. 

just don't show... you are strong enough to face it.

dekat dalam, kau nak nangis ke nak cakap dengan cj7 kau yang kau kena tinggal ke, tu hak kau.

just don't show them.

p/s: I'm not being dumped. -.-'

This just a talk.. before I'm going to sleep. :)

Jangan tidur sambil menangis becoz iz so no good. but smile before u sleep and recite the prayer. 

Sekian, bebelan dan tazkirah dari gua~

Erti Cinta

     C                
Termenung ku bercelaru
        Em       
Memikirkan cinta
        F          Fm
Di mana sebenar
        C
Namanya cinta

     C                
Tak tertahan hati ini
          Em      
Bila kau berkata
          F         Fm
Sememangnya aku
     C         G
Menyintaimu

( 1 )

     F                       Em        Am
Mungkin kita tak pernah mengutarakan masalah
     Dm        G         C
Kau dan aku bagai tiada arah
     F                   Em        Am-A
Namun aku percaya kita akan mengatasi
     Dm            G  
Segalanya hanya untukmu
     C
Kupasti

          F         G  
Sama-sama kita kembali
     Em            Am
Sama-sama kita binakan
              F       
Cinta yang pernah mekar
G                  C
Untuk engkau dan aku

          F         G  
Sama-sama kita tempuhi
          Em        Am 
Sama-sama kita rasakan
          F       
Apa yang dinamakan
     G         C
Erti cinta sebenar

( ulang dari 1 )

Sama-sama kita tempuhi
Sama-sama kita rasakan
Apa yang dinamakan
Erti cinta sebenar

Sources: Erti Cinta guitar chords

p/s: Hhhmm~ what should I say... actually I do have something to update on my blog. Tapi mood telah mengubah segalanya. Tadi petang nak hupdate pastu tengok anime.. dah tertidur... malam plak.. nak hupdate gak.. sekali terasa nak buat kek cokelat... buat kek cokelat da sampai 2.50am so dah malas nak hupdate. Disebabkan aku tengah try meng'cover lagu ni. So, moh le kite study sesame. Tipu je~ aku petik je F pastu dah malas.. ok, Adios!


p/s: Oh ya! Someone had promised me to play Mousukoshi covered for me.. I wonder if he still remember~ who knows... :) 

Till Then~

Fading Flower

You got that walk walk walk
Got that talk talk talk
Got that swagger oh oh
Such a glamor oh oh

You like the real life doll
Lift your head that falls
Like niagara oh oh
But that don't matter oh oh

Cause that don't change the fact
that your heart is black

Cause you can't tear me down
Beat me to the ground
Trying to block my sunshine my blue skies with your clouds

Who do you think you are
And that won't get you far
You may think you're pretty
But you'll see that beauty is a fading flower
fading flower oh oh
fading flower oh oh

You'll only play play play
If you get your way always
in the center oh oh
of attention oh oh

All the lying and the cheating dome
it's written how u even sleep at night
blows my mind
I wonder when you'll see
but you don't bother me

You can't tear me down
Beat me to the ground
Trying to block my sunshine my blue skies with your clouds

Who do you think you are
and that won't get you far
you may think you're pretty
but you'll see that beauty is a fading flower
fading flower oh oh
fading flower oh oh

I spent all of my youth
trying to be you
thought that you were special
that you're beautiful
but the more of you I see
the more I'm glad I'm me

Cause you can't tear me down
Beat me to the ground
Trying to block my sunshine my blue skies with your clouds

Who do you think you are
and that won't get you far
you may think you're pretty
but you'll see that beauty is a fading flower
fading flower oh oh
fading flower oh oh




p/s: Selalunya lagu Yuna mesti slow-slow sedih sedih memahami situasi aku.. kalau happy pun still sama dengan situasi aku, but kali ni... tak pulak.. fading flower... buat masa ni tak ada la pulak fading flower dalam hidup aku.. aku bukannya rapat dengan sapa-sapa pun dalam course business ni... or aku cari pasal dengan budak account ke.. budak chemist ke tak tau la pulakkan... hhmm.. I don't know. Takkan la yuna nak tulis lagu sedih pulakkan while dia tengah berhappy dengan Qi~ Just That...


Till Then~

Nothing to talk, but apologize.

Assalamualaikum...

Tiada apa yag nak dicoretkan, tiada apa yang nak diluahkan, tiada apa yang bermain diminda, tiada apa yang dapat dikongsikan...
Niat aku adakan blog ni hanyalah kerana berkongsi kegembiraan, pengalaman yang banyak mendewasakan aku...

Ok, it is so not me! Sila tepuk tangan sikit!!!!

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Hmmmm~ emangnya.. tidak ada apa'in untuk diluahkan... sebenarnya ada je... tapi.. I'm to ego to admit. Macam HELL YEAH!! I DO MISS SOMEBODY! but because I'm afraid the fact that the person not missing me like I'm missing him so... I do not missed anyone.

Tak tahu apa nak tulis... I do fell like to deactive this blog. Blog guna deactive jugak ke? -.-'
Tapi.... nantilah...

Otak semakin berserabut when my twitter friend said that.. there someone who always stalking me. Stalking je kan... and tak tau la pulak kalau if I did something ada orang nak jealous... I don't know. Should I shout out loud that I don't have someone special? but In my heart I thinked I have someone but... Gua pun tak tau lor... *intonasi apek kbox :P*

Disebakan tak ada apa-apa nak tulis.. I just nak ask for apologize from few friends yang I did mainkan perasaan diorang with be closed with their crush... seriusly gua main-main je.. xde maknanya gua nak rampas diorang.. no no....

Itu je ye...


Till Then~

Girl guy's Diary

GIRL's DIARY:

I broke up with him today.
I told him I wasn’t happy.
He didn’t even ask why.
I thought he would ask me to stay.
But he didn’t. He just let me go.
And just like that,
I lost the guy I waited for so long. :'(




GUY's DIARY:

She broke up with me today.
She said she wasn’t happy.
I was too hurt to ask why.
I wanted to stop her from leaving.
But if she’s not happy with me, there’s no way I can make her stay.
So I just let her go.
Just like that,
I lost the girl I’ve been dreaming of for so long.. :(

Thats the problem of ego..
Its always come in the middle of love...
and separate two lovers always like this way...










p/s: copied from facebook I don't know belong to who...